Watch God Work

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Sister,

I’ve gotta share this with you, because I have sneaky suspicion that you just might this reminder as much as I do, right now.

  1. God is with you. ~Matt 28:20
  2. God sees you. ~ Psalm 139:1-24
  3. God loves you. ~Genesis – Revelation

I need to focus on God’s promises right now.

Why? Because life came at me this week like a hurricane. One challenge after another pounded my life, stripping me of peace, carrying one emotional gale after another.  Poor eating habits, and stress induced insomnia only compounded what I was facing, so that by the end of 10 days I was completely spent.

Seriously, at one point I was so overwhelmed I couldn’t even cry.

Yet with each situation, I knew I had to make a choice on how I would walk through each one. Was I going to cave into the emotions and wallow in anger and pity? I could. No one would blame me. After all, everyone one of the situations that happened was completely out of my control and unfair.

On the other hand, I could make the choice to feel the pain and at the same time, proceed in faith by taking hold of God’s hand and rely on His direction and provision.

I was in the middle of a crossroads and the choice was mine.

Lean into my own understanding and do things my way to resolve the issues at hand, or lean into God and trust Him with everything.

Sisters, you must know that a war is waging in the heavenlies for your souls. When our hearts are tender from hurtful words, tears are spilled and emotions are surface thin, we need to recognize our vulnerability and turn to God in prayer and praise, like never before.

Not only for ourselves, but also for the ones who have hurt us. Everyone needs God’s protection. Everyone needs His healing. Everyone needs His love.

As daughters of the Most High King, we are called to walk differently than that of the world.

How do we do that when our hearts are splayed open with pain? How do we love those who have hurt us and still walk forward with God?

We take His hand. We release our pain to Him. We say Thank You Lord. And we place our trust in God for all that is happening even when absolutely nothing makes sense.

Now I agree with you, singing God’s praises in the midst of heartache doesn’t sound feasible. But it is possible, with practice.

In thanksgiving we are focusing on His purpose, His plan, His timing in our pain and we’re asking Him to make sense out of senselessness and we are focusing on all that He is and is capable of doing in our lives.

By doing so, we are walking away from the vulnerability and trap the evil one tries to set for us based on emotions and we’re building a closer relationship with God.

I get it. It doesn’t make sense. But just once, when you’re at your lowest, try pouring out your pain and your thanksgiving, and watch how He changes you.

One of the first things I’ve experienced in taking my own advice is an increased gentle peace while I grieved. The second, is a deeper relationship with the Lord.

I have found that by making God the focus, instead of focusing on my pain, it has helped me trust God even when I have no answers. The more time I spend with God, the more He speaks to my heart, reminding me of His never ending love and the promise that I’d never be alone.

If I could offer a word of encouragement, it is this – make room for God. Let Him into your life right this moment. Start building a relationship with the Holy One who loves you more than you could ever love yourself and choose to walk forward in your faith. You will find in the end a closer walk with the Lord, and a faith walk that has been enriched by your heartache and healing.

God is waiting for you to let Him into the pain.

Can you do that? Can you trust God with your deepest heartaches and your praises?

Will you make the conscious choice to allow God to turn all things around in His timing and ways?

In the many times life has punched me in the gut, I knew if I cried out for help, God would be there.

I can look back at my life now and see the many ways God was actively working through my pain to bring me healing. By trusting God, He has proven himself as trustworthy a million times over.

So stand firm in His name sister. Allow Him into your life. Put your tears, your anger, distrust and grief in His hands and allow Him to keep His promises in your life. He loves you!

Walking with you in prayer & promise,

Impossible Places – A Mighty God

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I left for work on Wednesday morning knowing all I had to do was to get through the next 9 hours. Then I could finally take a long weekend off.

I was more than ready.

I shoved aside my exhaustion and kicked myself back into survival mode.

Maybe you know what that’s like. Going through the motions, no joy, no hope, with nothing more to give and the only way you’re making it through the day is by digging deep in your soul, slapping on a smile and counting the seconds until work is over and you can slump into the seat of your car so you can make your way home just to fall into bed.

Exhausted.

That was 1000% me Wednesday morning.

When my eyes popped open the next day I breathed in slowly. A bit hesitant to get excited about the upcoming time off.

With everyone still asleep in the house I pulled on my windbreaker and tennis shoes, leashed up my 2 pups and headed out for an early morning walk. Just me, God, my exhaustion and my 2 dogs.

As I walked, the realization that I had nowhere to go, no one to see and all the time in the day to do nothing began to seep into my soul. My normal break neck speed slowed. My mind began to accept I was truly on a hiatus and it was ok to let go of work, life and heartaches that had been building up.

Without warning my internal dialogue with the Lord shifted from frustrations and anger about my life, to, “Hey wait a minute, the trees are changing colors. It’s fall. I love fall. I don’t want to miss this, slow down and enjoy.”

I did.

With each step I took, I began to see and feel life.

Cool fall air filled my lungs and pulled the few wisps of hair I’d tucked behind my ears out from underneath my ballcap and tossed them to and fro across my cheeks.

I smiled.

This was my favorite time of year and I wasn’t missing it.

As I focused on the brilliant fall colors intermixed with the last green leaves of summer I tripped and almost face-planted on the sidewalk. When I looked to see what caught my foot I noticed a tree root system squeezed ever so tightly in between the cracks of the sidewalk, bursting forth and making itself known.

Impossible situations can lead to growth

It struck me then that the root was like my life at the moment. Despite the hardships, struggles, pain and pressures I was experiencing in my life, God in His infinite wisdom and love was providing a way for me to get through the tough times and still grow.

I needed to trip over that root and be reminded that God sees beneath the hard stuff of my life. He knows what takes us to our knees in heartache and He will use to create beauty.

What we see as impossible, God makes possible.

In fact, as I correlated the analogy of this trees root growing in impossible conditions and how God does the same in my life, I began to notice perfect impossibilities in the trees around me:

  • Sometimes the stripes of pain we endure mar our outward appearance but eventually will lead to beauty.
Marring stripes make for beautiful growth
  • The bumps and bruises of situational challenges cause us to have character and depth.
  • And even when we feel as if every hope is cut out of our life…
Life might cut you down but the foundation of God’s love is ever growing
But God’s love is ever growing us, even in the impossible places.

 God has the ability to take what looks to be dead and bring it back to life!

My friend, we serve a mighty God! A God who loves us so much that He absolutely refuses to leave us where we are.

Instead, whether we can see His hand in our lives, or if we’re completely blinded by the pain we are experiencing we can trust, like the root growing in impossible cemented conditions, God is a God of ever possible solutions and He will grow you in ways and in “soils” that you didn’t even think were possible.

My friend, there is hope in His love for us. God sees a way when we think all is lost and He will take our pain and create beauty out of our lives that we will not imagine or begin to understand until His work is done.

May God bless you today and show you just how precious you are to Him no matter what you are going through and where you are headed, God loves you!

“No eye has seen, no ear has heart, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him.” 1 Corinthians 2:9 NIV

With love and blessings,

Amy

Have Faith

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I’m on this road right now that has pulled me out of my norm.
I think it’s safe to say I’m afraid.
I like life to be predictable and yet I’m at a place right in my life where everything in my life is in upheaval. I have kids going off to college, my husband and I are a trying to decide if we’ll put down permanent roots in this new state and I want to try my hand at pursuing a secondary career.
It’s all very unnerving and a bit stressful. All of those what if’s cause me quite a bit of worry.
So why don’t I have faith?
It’s like this: I do and then…I don’t.
I’m human, and frankly, sometimes, my faith in God and how I’m feeling in the midst of challenges are two separate issues.
Spiritually I know God is good. I never doubt that. In fact, my life is a complete testimony to God’s love, grace, mercy, provision and tons of forgiveness.
But emotionally I’m still just a human. I struggle to fight back my worries and fears. I struggle with needing patience and focusing my eyes on God instead of my circumstances. I struggle with resting and being still while I wait.
I definitely have issues with waiting. J
I’m one of those people who maps out where she’s going and the best route to get there, days before I even am scheduled to leave. But now, I’m in a stage of life where I simply do not even have a clue what my destination is, let alone, trying to figure out how in the world I’m gonna get there.
I’m lost.
110% at a loss.
And that, my dear friend, completely sets me on edge. I don’t like feeling at a loss and vulnerable. I don’t like to wait and pursue God instead of a goal.
Wait…what?
Did I really type that last sentence?
I did.
Can I admit that I wasn’t expecting that sentence to come out as I typed?
I was planning on writing something else and look what happened…the truth popped out.
I guess I want God in my life on my terms especially now, in this moment of my life, when I’m constantly living in limbo-land.
My own personal hopes, dreams and direction for my life are on hold.
And I don’t like it. Especially when it’s combined with the truth that I haven’t the slightest idea where I’m headed next.
These moments are unchartered territory for me. Up until this year, my life followed a very traditional route, “get married, buy a house, have children, raise the children and then….???”
To be honest I’ve never given one thought as to what came next.
So here I am. In a new state, with a new church, barely any friends, my kids are leaving home and, and…
And what? What comes next?
I don’t know.
I honestly don’t know. It’s a horribly uncomfortable feeling.
I want my life to matter. I want it to count. I want to live a life worth living.
So how do I make that happen? Do I fill my days with work and busyness? Nah…that leaves me feeling empty.
Now don’t get me wrong, I enjoy my job. But as we all know, there’s more to life than work. So what is it?
I’m sure many of you might be thinking, “Oh stop your whining.” And you’d be right. There is a small bit of whining happening, but mostly frustration. Simply because I do realize that tomorrow is not promised to anyone. So while I’m on this earth I sincerely want my life to matter. I want it to matter to me, to my family and to my future generations and to those to whom God puts in my life.
So I’m on the road to figuring it out. Me and God. We’re gonna do this life together.

Along the way, I need to remember to not be afraid and have faith. God is with me always.

“So do not fear, for I am with you, do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” ~ Isaiah 41:10

Blessings and Best Wishes,
Amy